HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII everyone
i'm back. did your miss me?
BAPOK! i'm updating now lah. can? :D

hmmm, these few days have been real bad for me.
firstly, i'm totally stressed in my studies right now.
like. i have the feeling that i'll do badly for my common test, thus, no motivation to study at all.
everyone have like started studying. while i'm here like, DOING NOTHING AT ALL LAH!
so, yah. was really moodless in school today.
sorry to those i showed the face today, wasnt feeling that well either.
anyways, on a brighter note, MATHS TEST IS OVER!
like it's really a weight off my shoulder!
like, i was so stress because i didnt had time to study the night before cos i went to bed super early. tired what.
and this morning, i was super pissed off for god knows what reason.
i just cant get the maths formulas in my headddddddddd lah.
and the test is like worth 25 marks only. -______-"

ouh. i'm like officially sick WITH THE FLU!!!!
dunno i got it from hayati or from FAEZAH!
i was practially sneezing the whole day today.
you can ask my classmates and ask them how many times i sneezed in class today.
yea. what else eh. OH YAH! today is ross's last day
awwwwwwwwwwwww, so sad. wish you luck in everything that you do k?
he is like one of the juniors that i had problems pronouncing his name cos his name is super long lah! hahaha
of course, taking a picture is a must! :D

wahahahha.

this was like taken on monday i guess.
supposedly, all of you were suppose to go "ouh, faezah so guai doing hmwk while aishah is playing". BUTTTT. i thnk your should go "aishah knows how to solve the Rubik's cube!" instead.
muahahahha. ok? :D

there's chem test tmr and i am so not prepared for it.
sigh, i dun wanna fail again cos that will only demotivate me and that's not good cos common test is nearing and i have to pull up my socks!

hmmm, elaborating on my stress part.
i'm so stress in school
i'm so stress at home
it's like i'm never stress free.
but sx told me something that i think open up my mind a bit.

(8:19 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: erm if im u rite
(8:19 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: i will use tis wkend to tink it thru la
(8:19 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: i mean we faced manys etbacks b4
(8:20 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: den jc life is lyk tt
(8:20 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: some sort lyk testing our determination la
(8:20 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: summore we left tis n nx yr onli
(8:20 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: 1 yr very fast over de ma
(8:20 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: so once we pull thru rite, uni life is easier de
(8:20 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: pple always say A lvls harder den uni exams
(8:21 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: so all we need do is to endure tis 2 yrs lo

(8:35 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: i teach u one thing to say
(8:35 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: u say if u r on top of the mountain u muz oso walk down de ma
(8:35 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: cant always stay on top
(8:35 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: after walking down u will wan to walk up again wad
(8:35 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: so is lyk gt ups n downs de ma
(8:36 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: wan keep on staying at the mountain watching scneery the whole time meh
(8:36 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: sometimes we muz pace ourself in life oso lo

(8:36 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: i mean is true la
(8:37 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: chers sometimes expect too much
(8:37 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: but they tink lyk tt cuz they noe u haf tt capability de
(8:37 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: so u tink of it tt way
(8:37 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: chers put pressure on u cuz u gt the ability lo
(8:37 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: nt to pick on u
(8:37 PM) -_+*Siixuan*-_+: lyk tt den ur confidence cum back again