i think i'm beginning to lose hope in our friendship.

how do you think i felt when you ignored me.
i feel so out of place. felt so left out.
in case you didnt noticed, i was close to ignoring you as well.
so, tell me. what should i do?

school was ok. woke up quite late. and went for chemistry late.
sorry couldnt help in the SLE thingy though.
i promise i'll work doubly hard on the 6th nov.

so here goes.
tomorrow is the last day for chemistry extra class.
weekends is packed with aunt's wedding.
Monday to Wednesday is spent at changi.

maybe is quite true.
why am i going for the camp anyways.
am i considered a leader?
at least that's what mrs tan think because she was the one who chose me to go for the camp.
since i have no CCA, i'm being looked down upon.
like i'm not fit to be a leader.
what rubbish is that?!
some teachers these days, are really just too.urm. unreasonable.

am looking for a job after these.
but dont really want to do a job that is so tiring.
most preferred would be typing jobs.
simply because i can type for hours and not feel tired. -_-"
that's how it is at home.
so yea, let's just hope they accept me.

waiting for photos from nadia. so yea. till then. see ya.

LOOK AT MY CAMPING LIST!
man.
goodnight ppl!

peer influences

i think this is too strong a word to be used.
so shall we treat it as a good thing or a bad thing?
if you think your friends are the best, they are everything in the world, well, think again
they can actually influenced you to do the things that you had not done before & it's a bad thing.
and the influence is just too strong that you cant reject.
so what shall this person do?

anyways, went to school for chemistry & SLE training.
at first, i was really looking forward to the SLE camp.
but now, it's just 50-50
why? you may ask. because mr ran grouped us by saying 1 2 3 4 5 ....... 17. and it's one person beside the other. at first, it was one row one group leh. but he just had to separate us. and that really disturbed me throughout. but it's ok. at least i made new friends. that is what matters rite? anyways, we had to do a so called project as group. & my group is doing about "environment". issues about the environment i guess. & we're supposed to build sandcastles?! haha. i hope i have fun though. so many things to buy for the camp. because the last time i went for camp was 2 years ago. gosh. i miss that time. time flies.

i send my resume to this one company. and around 20 minutes later i received a call from the person. super efficient. and she said she'll forward my resume & all to the various companies. well. i hope i get the job cos it's about data entry & i love typing :D

ok that aside. i think my groupmates are hidayah, rudin, nisa, melinda & one more ididntgettoknowhername. hahahahaha.

i thnk i have lost the passion for blogging. -_-"

well.
why have i been MIA?
haha
cos i've been busy raya-ing with the family.
and and.
simply cos i'm still thinking whether i wanna change blogskin/blog or not.
haha. kinda fickle-minded.
tsk tsk.

but anyhows, gonna go rayaing with them tmr :D
and the whole of next week is taken by chemistry.
and SLE camp starts next week. tsk.

before i forget,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY RELIEANA! :)

hope you like the present from us!

stay happy and may all your wishes come true =D

i'm so stressed i feel like hitting my head on the wall.
i'm so stressed i feel like suffocating myself to death.
i'm so stressed i feel like strangling myself.
i'm so stressed i feel like ending my life.

but i'm not that stupid.

mrs tan treated us to like 8 boxes of pizzas just now !
it was so appetizing!
i think i ate like 4 pieces? super full ok.
and i think she spent more than a $100 treating us.
thank you mrs tan, frm the bottom of my heart :)

well, thanks to the SLE camp, i have to spent on buying new stuffs.
so melecehkan. but i hope i have fun. because i have never done most of the activities before like kayaking & flying fox? & i really hope i enjoy myself. heh.

urm. i don't really have anything to blog about
maybe because i'm not in the mood to blog.
i went to school with a black face.
because of certain things
i really hate to talk about it.
sigh.

one's a stubborn arse, the other dont care.

GOOD NEWS! I'M PROMOTED TO PU2. HUAHAHAHAHA
NO ADVANCED WHATSOEVER.
AND WE'RE THE ONLY CLASS WHERE EVERYBODY GETS PROMOTED WITH NO ADVANCED CASES!
YAY, HIP HIP HOOORAY!

hahahahahha
don't mind me
am just excited. LOL

urm. let's talk about yesterday first.
well. ate macD with sixuan. it's been such a long time since i ate BIG BREAKFAST due to the fasting month. hahahahahahahaha. so yummmy!
well, for the first 2 periods or less, we were given back our promos paper.
to tell you the truth, i was damn nervous lah cos i knew i didnt do well in some of the subjects
as i got back the papers. i was shocked that i actually failed malay. YES, i did. was damn shocked and upset luh. don't really know what to tell my parents.
let's see eh, i failed my chem, malay,GP and mgt. i only passed my maths and accounts.
from 1 being the highest to 6 being the lowest.
1) maths
2) accounts
3) malay
4) chemistry
5) GP
6) management
the marks cannot say eh. & i almost cried. tsk.
anyways, went for chemistry after that and for HT, went back to classroom.
PE was brought all the way forward to 125pm. YAYNESS! means can go home earlier.
so i made plans with rina to go westmall and eat together.
hahahahaha
for PE, we played badminton.
hahahahah and now, i have aches! tsk. especially the arms.
and ayesshah was such an auntie she kept saying it goes under the net. tsk.

ate KFC with rina and walked around after that.
proceeded home and slept as early as 11+? tired what.
haha

for today. mrs tan officially announced to the whole class that we were promoted. damn excited lah can! the whole class you noe. hahahahahahha. wee! now, can set my mind at ease. but hols still need to go for extra chem class uh -_-"

oh oh. for today, first 2 periods were like free period cos ms kar is still not in school. she's sick? i hope she feels better. mrs tan suggested giving her a get well soon card. heh. get well soon ms kar! :)

for maths we did the vectors thingy. and then, mrs tan released us earlier cos we finished it early. haha. went to sac to slack. after which, went for malay. whereby we do this uh. i don't know what it's called. fun uh! let me show u all mine :D

cool eyy?
for accounts. had a new topic and we were allowed to go off 5 minutes before the lesson end as we finished it early. hahahahahaha

and here i am at home. blogging. and preparing to go to bed. LOL!

ouh ouh, mr woodcock tml! :D

HELLO!

tomorrow is monday alr. so that means results day!

so i wish everyone good luck kays? :D

may we all get promoted. HEH HEH!

COMPARE!



HUAHAHAHA!

woke up at 10 plus by my mum
who thought i wasnt going out today
and suggested going out jalan raye with her friends. hahaha
had to give that a miss and went to westmall to meet them.
apparently,i reached at 12pm and they said i was late and didnt wanna talk to me -_-"
anyways. after that, went out to check the different prices at cck's sheng siong.


after which went to BPP to have my so called lunch at LJS.
hahahahahaha
& then, we walked around. my jeans were super loose and so i decided to buy a belt. LOL!
purchased missy donuts. YUMMY!
hahahahaha
and waited for 963 to come and went to woodlands to meet hayati.
we went to bugis cos i wanted to look at everlast shoes. but not nice eh. converse nicer?
hahahahahahha
we walked around and i had my watermelon juice at bugis street :D
LOL.
saw cousin zaifi there with his gf. hahahahahahah
we walked around and i bought a RED polo tee. LOLLLLLLLL.
seems weird cos i rarely wear red when going out. so let's see how i'll look like when i go out wearing that one day. hahahahahahha.
went back to westmall and we camwhored in the toilet. and i really mean camwhored. cos it's the ever first time that we took so many pictures esp in the toilet. O-M-G. 36 pictures to be exact. hahahahha.













eh, most of the pictures is the same cos we took the burst shot. hahahahahahahahah
alalalalallalalalalalla
ok
i'm waiting for my mum's friends to come. hahaha super tired x(

early morning, liyana told me she cant go tomorrow.
well, to tell you the truth, i wasn't really happy about it cos it means we have one less people tomorrow, and it's alr a little with 8 ppl going out for hari raya already. after which, i was ok with it i guess.

& then, ree said she cant go also because of her netball trainings. & this means one less people going also. there will be only 5/6 people going only. and plus, tomorrow is the promotional exercise and that means, we can't go to the teacher's houses also. cos they would be in school and it ends kinda late.

so overall, i was a bit pissed off that tomorrow's outing is cancelled. who wouldnt be when everything is like confirmed and then a few people says that they are not going/ they cant go. but i felt better afterwards.

so now, it's going to be postponed till the very end? like maybe on the 30th? what choices left do we have? NONE. so i guess if in the end we didnt go out at all, i don't know what to say already.

today from 1245 to 125, there was a performance by my cousin & his friends. they were v entertaining. and mr chelvam was damn funny. tsk tsk. after which, i decided to go home as i was too tired. aches from yesterday's workout. sigh.

ok, i don't know why. but i'm pissed off all over again!

ARGH!

Hoho. Early in the morning was asked to see mdm siti regarding the afternoon thingy.
took own sweet time to go back class and continued with IRP.
was asked to replaced nikki to go for the workshop.
WOHOO. waste time :D hahahahaha.

mrs tan said for maths, there are no more 2 lessons on every wednesday! hahaha
& after that went to eat pau before PE.
for PE, those who were running for the marathon went to the dance room to do some workout. kinda fun :D hahaha. and the rest played the other games. after that, slacked a bit & went for accounts in the AVA room.

HT period was replaced by GP cos the concert was going to be tomorrow. & so, i don;t think ms kar came because we called her and she didnt answered her phone. so yeah, i don't know uh

went to eat after school before going to the workshop. the speaker was kinda fun. he did like magic? i was amazed by the book luh. and how he knew some people's numbers. hahahaha. i also want to do! and and the part where the coin went up. eh really can ar? den let me try it one of these days. hahahahaha. overall, the workshop was worth it if u asked me, just that the time was too long uh. so, i think they are gonna recommend it to the PU1 next year.

went to help out at the hall afterwards. didnt do much though. hahahahahaha. help to eat! LOL.
the PU3 appreciation hi-tea really not bad uh. got to watch the video. and it was superb. i wonder how ours will be. hahaahhh. and we just had to steal some balloons. LOL. and released it in the parade square. LOL! anyway, the food were not bad too. at least it wasnt supplied by GT. if not, i thnk NONE will turn up. hahahahaha

went home. and i slept at 8. asked my brother to wake me up at 9. but i was woken up by my mum at 930. -_-" hahahahaha. den, cant really go back to slp. LOL.

well, don't think i wearing pink eh friday. hahahahah. tak tau. but first house is mine! HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. giler.

HELLO!
today was ok uh. haha

first two periods were GP, ms kar didnt come into the classroom, so we, being typical B1s, just slacked and acted as if nothing has happened. LOL. after which was maths, but mrs tan didnt come too. but we had to joined another class. and, we, from the 4th floor went down to the 1st floor, only to go back up to the 4th floor for the maths lesson. -_-". anyways. continued with vectors for maths. after which was break!

FINALLY CAN EAT LE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
but i forgot to bring my cashcard. and i still asked faezah to top up for me de day before -_-". anyways. ate mee for break, and went for malay. for malay, continued to watch the movie. and for de sad parts, the whole class was being super fake and shocked and laughing (??), well, that kinda pissed me off yea. but it's ok. i've watched it at home and thus, i don't have to tolerate their nonsense when the movie was playing. i was busy reading the liyana's archies comic book.
cikgu released us earlier and we went for accounts lesson in the centre stage. apparently, there was no one but mr tan in the room. hahahahahah. and he said wanted to start lessons alr when like the bell haven even rang. tsk tsk. and when i asked him how i did for my paper, he say i can be promoted to PU2. so, let's hope he's true :D

will only get to know results next monday. & it's all in one shot seh. how sad can that be? like let's say i'm happy with my maths results. then i'm sad by my GP results. when i'm happy with my POA results, i'm sad about my chemistry results. when i'm happy for my malay results, i'm sad about my management results. hahahah. kinda mixed feeling. so i shall be :D for 1 second and :( for another. hahahahahahhaha. kinda funny though. middle lah! :

after school, went to watch a movie :RESIDENT EVIL:EXTINCTION with faezah. we decided to eat at KFC first after we purchased the movie tix. when i asked the auntie for a PLAIN zinger burger, she gave me a normal. -_-". i think she has to dig her ears. bleahx. had to wait for a long time to wait for the burger to come luh. & then, went to buy snacks and went inside the cinema. how was the movie? not bad uh. v nice. your must watch ok! :D except for the loud and startling sound effects. i covered my ears. hahahahahahahahha. whattttt. and faezah, you were startled by some parts ok. hahahahha. i want to watch the next one. HEHEHEHEHE. ok next stop, mr woodcock. WEEEEE!

there's PE tomorrow. HUAHAHAHA. can drink water :D ok. i think i'm done. oh yeah. i'm involved in the PU3 appreciation hi-tea tomorrow. so it's gonna be a LOOOOOONG day.

since i have all the time to blog today
i shall update!
huahahhahaha.

ok let's see.
my first day raya were spent with the relatives from my mum's side.
as you can see from the photos, my family wore PINK! hahahaha
the first thing we did was to ask for forgiveness from the members of the family.
firstly, the parents and then the siblings.
and then, proceed to my grandpa's[dad's side] house first. just to see grandpa for a while.
when i greeted him, he was like "who is this"
so, i said "nie aishah" and he was stunned and said that i had grown taller. as tall as him. HAHAHAHAHA.
sat there for a while & then proceeded to my grandma's house.
asked for forgiveness and all, and off we go.
first off was to go to the neighbour's house.
& then, went to all the different relatives houses. either grandma's siblings or late grandpa's siblings or the cousins and all.
& then, we proceeded to the cemetery
though it was raining, we still went there cos what's rain compared to visiting a late relative?
so we sat in the rain. of cos, i took the umbrella all to myself. hahahahahaha. & then mum went in also. after that, went home and rested. SUPER TIRED PLEASE!!! went to bed soon after.

on the second day raya. went out with relatives from mum's side as well.
for one of the house, the daughter was my schoolmate & since she is my aunt, everyone suggested i should call her "bik siti". so damn funny luh. LOL!! reached home and went to sleep.
my aunt came in the evening. and i was sleeping. -_-"
brother woke me up and ya, talked to my cousin.
the little cousin took the bears. cos my sister was gonna throw them away.
haha. she was going to throw mine too. but i stopped her in time.

so cute! so u tell me, how can i resist to throw them away.
if i'm not wrong. the left one was from hayati. given to me on my 13/14th bday?
haha
and the right one was from azli given to me on my 15th bday if i'm not wrong.
hahahaha.

ok there's nth to blog about
for today, i didnt go anywhere cos my sis and mum are working
& there's school tomorrow.
huahahahahaha
cheryl & shanti are waiting for me to bring them my hari raya goodies. LOL

& gonna watch movie tml :D HUAHAHAHAHAHA
faezah, BRING JACKET! LOL

n ouh. i can bring water bottle to sch alr.
HUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
bleahx
ok done.

been busy raya-ing that i don't have time to update
hahahahaha

well, like what faezah suggested, a picture says a thousand words. so let the pictures do all the talking for now (:


hahahahaha.
ok everyone, have a nice day.
and enjoy this festive occasion :D
i shall update more next time.
for now, super tired.
hehe.
paham2 jelah....

not forgetting,

wishing my fellow muslim friends

A VERY SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI :D

O M G
i guess what ain said is true
i went "oh, tmr hari raya" instead of "YEAH, TMR RAYA!!!"
wonder where's the excitement went to..
nonetherless, i had fun eating at my nenek's house just now! LOL. ok let's start from wednesday.
wont be posting up pictures as my phone is with my brother. so yeah. haha

wednesday 101007
the day spelled F U NB O R I N G!
like, even though there's games played on that day, i still fiind it super boring, i wanted to go home asap. LOL.
well, for the first half of the post promos activities, went to the centrestage for urm dunno what maths thingy ar. we learnt how to gamble. LOL -_-" we played the dice game and the roulette. i didnt played the roulette because i was super bored and tired i just sat down, and ree, shanti and cheryl sat with me and we talked. hahahahaa. after that, went back to the centre stage to play the monty hall game. like quite fun uh. each class had to send a representitive and so we sabo-ed ayesshah. ahhahahahahaha. fun uh walk left to right, right to left? LOLLLLLLL!!! urm. after which had break, and we had to report to the stadium next. mr ram took our class and the first game that we played was a combination of netball,baseball & volleyball. hahahah. ok lah. but v tiring. cos the bases were so far from each other -_-". for the second game, we played cricket? ahhahahhaha. after the whole thing, i was SUPER exhausted. i went home straight and bathed and went to sleep. hahahahaha. woke up at around 6 plus. just in time for BUKA. heh heh.

after which, my mum wanted to go geylang but there was no one to accompany her, as my brother wanted to study for his final exam. and so, I, being a good daughter *AHEM*, decided to accompany her. hahahahah. didnt really buy anything. but wat's the one thing that you MUST buy in geylang? DENG DENG LAH! hehehehehe. my fav :D , after which went home and slept.

thursday 111007
reached school & had to report to home classroom as the school was organising a dunno what DOS meeting. & for god noes what reason, ayesshah was SUPER hyper today. hurhur. first lesson was accounts & we learned a new topic. well, was kinda dissappointed luh cos mrs tan said we will only get back results at around 21-22 october. that's like S U P E R L O N G!!!! hahaha. anyways, after that was maths and mrs tan went through the maths paper. after she went through, i realised that i made a lot of mistakes. DIE!!!! for break, we went to the GP room. ms kar didnt even come for the first period. we assumed she got lost. LOL!!!! but for the second period, she kinda saw our classmates and asked us to go to the container class. i was reluctant as for chemistry, it was at the 4th floor. and we were at the 4th floor alr. but i still went uh.so, for chemistry we went to the 4th floor. and like no one was there. we didnt really care much. one period gone. and then, one of the chemistry ppl came to find us and said it was at the 2nd floor. mrs phua kept apologising for getting the venue wrong. hahaha. got back MCQ and i got 10/15. after the lesson, i asked her if i did ok. and she said "u nv see meh, just now i got blink blink at you?" den i said "blink blink means what?". so it's either i passed or i failed. i think i failed luh. so BLAH. after which. for management, we went to lecture room 2. only 7 ppl turn up. and we had to tolerate mr chelvam's nonsense. hahahahahaha.

after which, proceeded to causeway point cos going to iftar with ree and faezah. went to survey bags first because i haven buy my hari raya bag. and hari raya is like what? on saturday? hahahahaha. no time to lose! metro had quite nice ones and ice lemon tea had one bag that is not so bad uh. so i purchased one at metro and we proceeded to pizza hut. at first i was thinking of walking around first as there were not so many ppl at pizza hut. but ree said by 630pm, there were going to be a LONG QUEUE. so we went in first. and yes. she was right. around 640, there was a long queue! lucky we went in early. heh heh. we ate the cheese fondue that meal. we ordered for 4 ppl de. and faezah and ree wasted food! hahahahahahahahahahha. aku jugak yang tak. but i was SUPER FULL after that. haahahahaha. took the MRT home and i slept at 945pm. hhahaha cos cannot take it anymore :(

friday 121007
today is the last day of fasting! HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
woke up and ate. and i slept back. reached school to find faezah just reached also. went to the hall for morning assembly followed by prize giving and a talk by some YFC person. hahahaha. SC interns had to go outside for a briefing on next wed. for mgt lecture, wasnt really paying attention. faezah was even playing my hp game -_-". for break, we went to the maths class. and i wanted to take a nap. but ayesshah was disturbing me -_-. for maths, no lessons. hahahahahah. we were given the class photos! HUHU! after which was MT. we went to the IT resource room to watch a video. i think it was qabil khushry qabil igam. some parts were funny, some were lame, some were sad.. hahahahha and i realised that my mum bought the DVD before and so i'm gonna watch the ending. hahahahahha. faezah, later i tell u k! LOL. went home and helped mum to touch up the house. hahaha. but i got tired after that and went to slp. LOL. woke up at 6 and prepared to go to my grandma's house for buka. hahahaha super nice! and tml raya le. hehehe my house nice nice. must come. cannot dun come :D

i dun really get it
how can someone so ______ actually turns out to be ______.
yea. fill in the blanks.

anyways. gonna be in sch in 9 hours time
and that spells F U N!
hahahahaha
don't think i'm getting back results though because we are gonna have activities in school.
i heard there was gonna be a talk on casino??
OMG. now, THAT is boring. hahaha. but i guess it will be in the centre stage. that's ok cos there's AIRCON! huahahahahahahaha.

but anyhows.
CACA just bit me just now -_-
and i now have a scar on my hand.
damn pain and damn ugly. urgh
hahahaha
let it heal soon

that aside. i'm just happy that i have to fast for 3 more days & then it's HARI RAYA!!!
HOW COOL IS THAT
but like, it's really fast uh.
it only seems like few days ago or like one week ago that we started fasting.
NOW, 3 days left and the fun will be there.
FAST FAST FAST

some of my friends in JJC had received their results.
some did well some didnt uh.
well, i was thinking.
if i had stayed on in innova.
how will my results be?
they said that maths was very difficult.
yes, i agree i love maths. but if JC maths is that difficult, wat difference is there in MI maths?
it's like, we are only one year slower. i guess i'm enjoying maths now, because i can cope with the speed. like in JC. the speed would be fast fast fast because there is only 2 years for the teachers to knock the knowledge into our head. but MI is alower than them by one year, but i guess we all learn the same thing. so what's my conclusion again? haha. i'm just glad i'm in MI :) and one more thing to add. if i had stayed on in IJC. i would be in a science stream. i would be taking. h2 maths, physics & econs. and h1 history i guess? i guess i would really suffer. at least in MI, i'm in a business stream whereby i took h2 maths POA management, i love i love! ahahahaha :) cos i'm more to the calculations type of person. so yeah. enough said. hahaha.

just a message for my JC friends. don't always think about the negative side. retain may not be a bad thing after all. it's like. you will better understand what you don't understand this year, and do better next year. so don't ever give up :) make the right decisions and dont lose hope k? :D

urm. i think i shall look for my handbag this thursday. cos i'll be bukaing outside with faezah and relieana and maybe ayesshah. hahahaha i suggested PIZZA HUT. huahahahah. mainly cos i haven eat it for quite a long time i guess? hhahaha i think the last trip to pizza hut that i had was on teacher's day? LOLLLLLLLL. bleahx.

ok i need to slp early. sch tml! cant wait! HUAHAHAHA

well
cant really sleep. so i'm here to update.

i suddenly have the urge to watch titanic again. hahaha
wasnt really satisfied with the ending.
like, JACK died due to his body not able to take the coldness of the seawater.
& ROSE occupied the whole door. like she could have moved to the side abit & let jack lie beside her. can balance what. then, he wouldnt have died. hahaha. fine. it's just a story. bleahx.

and i'm gonna see my kuku friends tomorrow. hahahaha. cant really wait. there's nothing much to do at home but sleep. tsk. no wonder i've grown fatter. even though it's the fasting month. tsk tsk.

oh yeah. last night. i couldnt really sleep. so i decided to read faezah's archives. i really had a great time laughing. mostly because of the incidents that happened long time ago. like the time. she said spiderman instead of boyfriend. hahahahaha. really funny. :) & many more memories up ahead.

urh. DIE. haven buy handbag. hahahahahahaha. maybe i shall look for one this friday. since school only ends at 1245 and ahma's kenduri is like around 6? so yeah. i would have ample time to look for one. thing is. who shall i ask to acc me? hahahahaha. we shall see.

back to blogging
had been busy cleaning the house for the upcooming festive. HARI RAYA!!!! 5 more days.
that's like super fast.
i didnt realised like until ytd, that the weekend had passed by so quickly.

so how's my room you shall ask.
i shall not tell u!
hahahahaha
surprise what..

well. today is monday and soon it will be wednesday. and like i will get back results.
so bloody nervous can.
i just hope i do well and promote. pretty please (:

when i was busy clearing up the PILES of used worksheets in my cupboard which was like stored in there for god knows how many years, i came upon 2 bracelets.
& it made me think back. cos it was given to me by a friend & a teacher, i thnk 3 years ago? and there was one point where i thought i lost them. but i found them! :) HEHEHEHEHE.
don't really know why, but i just cant upload pictures on blogger. so yeah. too bad.

urm. it seems that many out there have 'no mood' to raya, but i have all the mood! hahahaha. why? cos it's like the last few years where i ccan collect $$$$. LOL. i still have the kid in me okay. hehehehehe. it'll be so fun. and why will i enjoy this year? because last year, i didnt get to raya at all due to the O levels. but this year, THIS YEAR! can raya in peace. unless i don't do well in my PROMOS lah. den die. :(

since it's going to be hari raya. i'm gonna upload hari raya songs for ur to hear :D

Keluarga Bahagia
Sedamai taman firdausi
Limpahan kasih sayang sejati
Seharum semerbak kasturi
Mengharumi hidup insani

Indahnya damainya
Keluarga yang bahagia
Itulah idaman impian setiap insan
Yang dahagakan belaian
Serta kasih dan sayang

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ok i don't really know what to update anymore. hahahahahaha.

O M G
you're so sick
i'm disgusted by your actions.

"what kind of a name is PEACH anyways? it's not even a name. it's a fruit"
"errrr,your name is APPLE."
"YAH, so?"

i had the most weird dream ever. i even dreamt that in school, there was this rock-like thingy. and it was so evil that it blast out lasers out of it's err. mouth. hahahaha. so damn scary + hillarious lah. and in the dream, after the whole thing was over. i was finding my stuff. as in my bag & goodie bag. yes, i don't know why i had a goodie bag either. haha. & i searched the whole hall. from backstage to the corridor. and i think i found my bag at like the back of the hall. and just when i was thinking of leaving the school, i'm not wearing my slippers. & again, i searched for my slippers. my BILLABONG slippers. LOL! and i found it and i waved goodbye to mrs tan & her husband? i know. HOW RANDOM IS THAT. tsk. but i was woken up by someone who decided to send me a SMS.


"ahh i am at school. bleax"

hahahahahaha. yes. guess who it is. and at the time it was around 145 and i replied the person saying that i had planned to sleep till 3 plus or 4 plus to waste time till buka. but no, i woke up and bathed and here i am on the com. been blog-hopping since just now. there's really nothing for me to do at home. actually. have lah. A LOT. i have to clear my room. as in. out with the old one, in with the new one. i have to help do the housework. bahhhhhh. supergirl, help me pls.

i think i'm contradicting myself. like. when i'm at home, i feel like going out but when i'm out, i feel like going home so much. same as school. i feel like going to school so much when i'm at home. but in school, i feel like sleeping so much and want to go home at that very instant. but for school, no choice rite. must go. but for now.i chose to stay at home so i can slack like nobody's business.

there's no NICE shows on TV now. so BORING!

ok 5 more days. and i'm back in school. (: with those kuku buds. hahahaha

i played WHEEL OF FORTUNE ytd cos i cant get to sleep! rather FUN. hahahaha

first game.

second game.

last game.

HUAHHAHA!

let me ask all of you a question:

what if. your best opposite sex friend decides to tell you that he/she has a crush on you?
how would you feel and what will you say in return?

can someone just enlighten me please. i don't really know what to do. hahahahaha.
apart from that, mum has been nagging me to help with the housework since she's busy making the kuih. since the kuih that she is making is not to my interest, nv really helped her. LOL. so yah, like i said, wait till she do the one that i like. hahahaha.

8 more days to raya. HUAHAHAHA. PINK PEOPLE! PINK! hahaha. ok i'm crazy. do not mind me. LOL. ehhhh, i haven buy handbag leh. DIE. LOL! have to find one soon. huahahahaha.

today. or should i say yesterday? let's count my today as friday as it's past 12. today marks my 4th day after my promos. quite fast huh? and soon. i'll be in sch. nervous+mixed emotions. cos i don't know how my results will be. but i really hope i can get promoted. SERIOUSLY!

cs told me that this year, they are having their graduation night in a hotel. HOTEL! how unfair is that!!!!!!!!! i hate hillgrove officially now. -_-". firstly, they say they are going to do in sch because the previous batch didnt really APPRECIATE the teachers and when they have it in school, will that show that we would appreciate the teachers? i don't think so. let me recall. what did we do last year. we went to school. ate. presented our items for our class teachers. took pictures. danced. and went home. HOW BORING IS THAT. imagine. IN A HOTEL LEH. i seriously find it unfair. so, is it because we complained that having it in a school, and many people didnt turn up so this year they are going to held it in a FREAKING HOTEL. damn pissed off lah. and 4e1 ppl came ok. WE CAME BECAUSE OF THE TEACHERS. stupid organiser -_-. i hate you.

that aside. i'm so freaking bored. i cant even play o2jam. how sad is that. TELL ME! ITS SADDENING! :(

ok i should slp soon. cos have to wake up at 0500 to eat! huahahahaha. 8 more days 8 more days!!!!! :D TEEHEEEEE!

time passes real fast.

next friday, i'll be at nenek's house. breaking fast with all the relatives & that marks the end of the fasting month, and the coming of Hari Raya.
& then, my family would go home and clean up the house. it's kinda last minute thingy but that has been our tradition all these years. so paham2 kan lah :)

daddy put CACA outside yesterday nite. & that really shocked the hell out of me. actually, it's quite true. all of us are too busy to take care of her.

that aside. i kinda miss going to school. YES! i don't really know why. ahahaha.
i guess i'm too eager to see my results despite it being bad. i guess i just want to get it over & done with. so i can raya in peace. yea.

have your ever felt like punching that someone real much? like really punching? i really do. but one thing really stopped me from doing so: ___________________. shall not talk about this much.

ok. super random here. but during the fasting month, really made me tired to go out sometimes. like. i just wanna sleep all day at home for time to pass by quickly so i can break fast. like today. i woke up at 1430. it would be better if i woke up at 1830 =D x( but cant. cos i'm suppose to do the housework while mum do the kuih since i'm lazy to help her instead. bleahx. wait till she does the kuih for our house, then i'll help. now, she's doing the kuih tart for those who ordered from her. some, as much as 1000 pieces. -.-" . if she do the koko krunch one, then i'll help to make + eat :D HUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i know i shouldnt be feeling like this. maybe it's my nature. but the sight of you really makes me sick. seriously uh. i feel like m_o_o_t_h_a_b_a_f_y_. you don't make my day at all. you just made it worse. is this what they call ____ _________? enough of this. urgh.

but then again. congrats to those who are done with their promotional examinations and good luck to those who will finish this friday (: last lap! go for it.

urm
finally settled down by 1145. hahax.
super tired!!

supposed to wake up at 0930. but i woke up at 0940. i thought i was gonna be late cos we planned to meet at bb mrt control station at 1015. BUT, that someone was EVEN LATER than me. make me wake for god knows how long :(. you owe me a lollipop x(

went to rent VCD at gombak. rented she's the man & lovewrecked. shall elaborate on this later. bought a lot of food from SHOP n SAVE. and took bus to sixuan's house. what did we do eyy. we slacked. hahaha. puayloo came soon after. only started to watch the movies at around 230pm. she's the man really not bad. v funny. hahaha. and for lovewrecked, the movie i find it kinda lame. but super funny cos the actress pronounced cockroaches as co-ke-ro-ges. hahahahahahaha. :D at around 6 plus, called KFC :D

we ate at the rooftop & started crapping till about 910? hahahaha. we talked about a lot of things. from our secondary sch days. really worth reminiscing. i had a fun time laughing at most of the stuffs mentioned. i believe we all did? hahahaha. after that, went back to her house to watch the 9pm show. played bluff. and jianshen is really a cheater. LOL!!!!!!! left her house at around 11 and took 173 home. super tired. new furniture had arrived. HEH.

can u believe it. hari raya is in 10 days time. is that super fast or what? hahahaha. i cant wait :D i'm super EXCITED OKAY! hahaha. i don't really know why. LOLLLLLLLLL. and and. what was i gonna say. it's ok. i feel like sleeping so much.HUHU!

ppl missing: liyana,elvis,chenyang,cheryl & shanti

my class :D

well, i don't really know what to blog about. hahahahahaha.
gonna celebrate tml. but real celebration comes after 7. HUAHAHAHHAHA
they will know why.

urm. i don't really know what's wrong.
but something is really bugging me.
is this human nature?
i want to say out everything at once here.
but.
i'm afraid that i would break the person's heart.
and it would be v mean of me. & that's not my nature.

i'm really glad that my exams are over.
but the agony will come back on 10th.
but i believe my over-excitedness will overcome my agony as on that date, 3 more days to HARI RAYA. WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO. kinda bad timing luh. like, here i would be, enjoying the festive season, and there i would be, crying if i don't do well for my exams. mixed emotions uh. BAD!

i'm craving for dengdeng :D
so yummmmmmy pls. i believe i will be enjoying it soon? LOL

& the new furniture would be coming in tml. i shall post the pictures soon so all of you will have a sneak peek at the room. but all will be revealed. SOON! hahahahahahahha

and faezah is being ever so nasty. lol. i hate you faezah :D

ok, gonna slp early today as i have to wake up early tml.
last lap for you sixuan, so go for it.

rina & cs. last lap for u guys on thursday. so JIAYOU! huahahahahah

ok i'm done :D

:D

i edited the blogskin!
nice? :D

hahahahhahahaha
urm
real celebration on wednesday.
cant wait :D:

PEOPLE, TAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

i'm so boreddddddddddd.

YESSSSSSSSSS ARHHHHHHH
exams are over!
i am freeee!!!!
hahahahahahhaha
guess how i celebrated it?
: by going to slp and waking up just in time to break fast. LOL

how was the paper?
well, overall i thnk is ok lor. not as bad as i thnk it would be. hahaha. si let's PASS THIS PAPER! LOL

and now, i'm super bloated, i don't know why. hahahahaha

ouh, happy hr on wed :D

urm
i don't know if i should say i am totally prepared for THE paper later, i'm not because i didnt really studied in depth in any of the topics. some topics i have confidence in, some i do not. so, i hope the theories that are coming out wont be that hard, cos i didnt really studied de definitions, except for the 6 definitions in chemical energetics. -_-". 2 hours for me to write crap again. and then: FREEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM

PROMOS IS ENDING! in 5 hours time. HUAHAHAHAHA