Monday, December 31, 2007

before 2007 comes to end, I would like to look back into my life in 2007 :) (since everyone else is doing so =P)

come january 2007, i think i was working. or finding work. haha.
after i quit my job at metro, i went to look for a job again.
and i think i work at this factory? together with aline and rina :)
haha. i still remembered we will OT tgt. so funny. and we still conference with one another -_-"
even though we are in the same room. AND we are allowed to hear MP3 when working. how cool is that? LOLOL! and the people there are all nice! including the boss :)

after which. we took our O levels results. well i was kinda sad lah cos i wanted l1r5 below 15. in the end i got 20 as l1r5 and 14 as l1r4. and guess what. i put poly courses as my first 9 choices, namely accounting, business smthing, tourism & all those. so i thought i would confirmed get into accounting together with wanying as the cut off point for the year before was 15 and i got 14. so we plan to stick together. & so my 10th 11th 12th choices i just put JJC IJC and MI respectively.WHO NOES! WTH! in the end i got into my 11th choice. which is like Innova JC. and so on the first day of school, i had to report to school. -.-" and since i know NO ONE who got into JC, except for chengyee that is. i stick with her. but i wanted to just go home the whole time. LOLOL! and i didnt even went for the orientation. & do you noe, that they actually teach when it's supposed to be orientation? i wan fun leh =P anyways, the teaching method was SUPER FAST! i thnk i cant even catch up. even in maths -.-". so i decided to go MI cos i heard it was a 3 year A level course. i mean so what if it is 3 years i'm still taking my A's in the end rite? and isnt it the same thing. if i cant cope in JC i have to stayback one year = 3 years = same as MI. anyways, as i was saying. i appealed to MI. no actually i appeled to JJC first for idk what. haha. and i had to spent like 2 hours with the choir. tsk. anyways, looking back. i'm glad i made my choice of going to MI :)

& so i didnt went for the orientation. and i reported for school after the 1 week holiday. was damn kuku lah. i didnt know which group i was in and when i asked the SC they said that i had to go to LR2 or smthing like dat. and so i went. who noes, those is for those just appealed students and haven made their subject combination. i alr did -.-" haha. so i reported to the hall. and i thnk i sat in front of faezah. & i even asked if she was a chinese -.-" LOLOL. maybe at that time she looked like one. hahahaha. and so we had break and then reported to a classroom.& i made a new fren, ayesshah. simply cos our name was the same and when teacher called our name, we would both answer. damn funny lah. anyways, i made new friends lik relieana, wanyee, nadia & ain. :)
damn funny lah during the breaks. ahahahah shall not elaborate what happened. things happened and we turned to RAAF :) :D yo!, do u all miss me? it's ok you all shall see me on the second week! :D HEHEHEHEHE!


anyways, didnt have much outings with kukus but i remembered the last time i saw angeline was like is it angel's bday? LOL. and the recent kukus gift exchange cool ar! :D FUN! i wish we had more outings :( RINA has been my best fren since sec 3. actually we were frens since sec 1 but not that close :D but cos she was ain's partner and in between us. that's why. she look abit like malay though. LOLOL! and i thnk when sch reopens u wont see much of me so when we get to meet up must make full use of it k :D thanks for ur rubik's cube. i thnk i'm gonna bring to sch and let my frens play with it =P WANYING. SORRY for not being able to go same course as you :( but i will miss ur kukuness. hahaha. more meetups in 2008 k! and ANGELINE. u MIA ar. lolol. cannot so long den meet. must meet up regularly =P JIUNHAUR! when u coming back? :( must faster come back and tok crap with me! den meetings more livelier :D JINGHAN u pig. also MIA. tsk! skate skate skate. TYFIN! say he become dark as me at hand -_-" hahahaha. eh! next time u can teach me canoeing =P but i thnk i must learn how to swim first. hahahaha. EDWIN! kuku head. must get well soon ar :D and must wear the shirt ar. tyfin also! :D HEHEHE. wish u all good health and happy new year! :D


i recently went out with hayati alot and i'm happy about it cos i've been busy schooling and she's busy in poly. i'm glad we're more bonded now! and i'm gonna miss her so much when sch reopens. how i wish i was in the same sch as her :( or she in mine. sister! you reading this? i miss you!! :D


sx :D i think i'm closer to her since i was in MI. haha. cos we only had each other :D :D :D we're gonna see more of each other when sch reopens k? got lot 1 :D yeah? and i'm super happy that our timetable ends at the same time! means we can go out after school =P

(i couldnt find any photo of us :(. LOL. this was last year. tsk)

family. not really much problems. just recently, grandpa was admitted to hospital. but he's feeling better and i'm damn happy with it :D GET WELL SOON SO I CAN SEE YOU AT HOME! :D
& a new addition to the family. CACA! :D love her so dearly. hahahaha


myself. urm. i think i had changed. but not to a large extent =P actually i dont even know. hahaha. but recently i had the dots. HAHAHAHA. but it's ok. i think it's feeling better. so i cant hyper for the orientation. i got in SC too! and i'm loving it. loving the people(not all=P) :D let's have FUN! wee:D


so here are my resolutions for 2008:
1) improve my MANAGEMENT OF BUSINESS. say get at least a pass in upcoming common test. 2) improve on my studying attitude.
3) improve my malay cos H1 is coming. real soon. i bet
4) improve on my chemistry.
5) pay attention in class, or at least try to =P
6) save money for future use. i seriously need to. cos i've been spending like no one's business.
7) wish myself, my family, my relatives and everyone GOOD HEALTH :D
8) try to be less violent. i realise i keep smacking and beating ppl :( BUT I NOT GANGSTER AR!
9) be prepared to go to school without feeling restless. PW is IMPORTANT!
10) to use less of the computer and watch less TV and concentrate more on studies :D

i guess that's about it. if there's more i'll just add on! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

anyways, 4 more hours oh 2007. what shall i do eh? well, this year, didnt really go out to celebrate like last year. just damn lazy luh =P

and lastly, to end this post. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRYONE! :D

GOODBYE 2007 and HELLO 2008!! :D

Sunday, December 30, 2007

HI EVERYONE!

i'm sorry to be MIA. hahaha actually it's cos i'm too lazy to update or i've been out till late and when i reach home, bathe and all. and SLEEP! LOLOL. so let me retrack back what happen these few days. i shall update each day in one post. :D
well i guess this post will be about my leg.

this is part of my leg. see all the dots?
but it's not itchy at all leh. it's just the dots.
when i went to see de doctor, she dont even know what it is.
and asked me to see a specialist. and the appointment is like on monday. tsk!
den must go thru urine test lah. blood test lah.
i hope it's nothing serious i guess.
because i do not want to feel unwell. esp when it is orientation period. i wanna HYPER :D

anyways, my mum asked me to put ZAM-BUK and she said it's decreasing.
so i hope ZAM-BUK really helps. cos i dont wanna see the specialist and waste money!
i spent like 2 freaking hours in the polyclinic alr lah. tsk. damn pek chek. but rubik's cube accompanied me! LOLOL :D so fun! hahahaha. -.-"
29/12/2007
went to see grandfather for a while. but he was sleeping.
he's feeling better! :D

anyway, after that. went to eat SEAFOOD with the family minus brother.
we had:

sambal kangkong and omelette.
the kangkong was super spicy lah. i was tearing alr =P

ikan bakar :) this one hot also leh. LOL

our drinks. mine is the longan! haha
you see at the back got rubik's cube. that's me doing it. LOL

the rice heart shape leh. nice hor?

tom yum soup. ermx. i dont like eh. only my brother likes

there's fried kangkong and sweet & sour chicken also. but i didnt take the pic. LOL

and of couse, the main attraction is!!!!
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THE CHILLI CRAB LAH!!!!!!!
ahahahaha
in the end, i ordered one more drink =P
but overall. i'm full!!!!!!
hahaahaha
sis say if we do well, every month come and eat seafood.
CHIO AR!
:D
25/12/2007
MERRY XMAS EVERYONE! :D [i know i'm late but WTH! hahahaha]
anyway, i spent my xmas with my computer, my bed and my TV. LOLOL.
you get the idea dont you? hahahahahahah
like nothing to update leh. LOL. so let's move on!
26/12/2007
in the morning, had SC meeting at 11am.
so went to meet aishah(07A1) at 941 there.
we helped to count the stocks of the orientaion stuffs.
OGLs will be wearing POLO TEE :D
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE my fav LOLOL.

after that, a few of us sat in a circle and then the rest followed. -.-"
and we ended up playing instead. hahahaha. we played de. urm. OMG i forgot the name -.-"
STM WHAT! hahaha. anyways. was fun. and then left early cos needa tutor my cousin.

pizza hut!

27/12/2007
going out with hayati today! :D

we met at 12 i think. and so we went to westmall first
cos EVERLAST and CONVERSE got sales!
hahahahha
and i bought an everlast shoes. HEHEHE!

den, we went to CCK.
i must say, it's been such a long time since i went there. LOLOL!
and i bought a jacket there too :D and i'm loving it. hahah
but first, we went to eat at pizza hut.
hayati kept asking me alot of question. haha but cant blame her. it's her first time =P
we had the student meal. i ordered pizza and she ordered lasagne.
and we shared. haha

hayati took so little soup. LOLOL. this is mine lah. so i took ALOT. LOLOL!

hawaiian pizza and beef lasagne!

first timer. LOL!
after that, walked around somemore and we entered into BHG.
OMG got one super nice kappa bag lah.
but i bought my white bag le :(
super sad lah.
hahahah. its ok.
den we went back to westmall cos hayati needa buy something.
and we went to the toilet to take pics. LOL!


there are lots more but i'm lazy to upload all. LOL.
ouh. hayati edited some of the pics. not bad ah. hahaha.
but like i say. i'm lazy to upload =P

my jacket and shoe! nice rite :D

we decided to go home and it's like the earliest that i think we broke our own record. hahahha.
anyways, when i reached home, my mum told me grandfather was in the ICU, critical condition.
i was shocked lah of cos.
so went to the hospital.
cried abit. hmmm. i hope he we recover soon!
went home quite late. and so, didnt went online and went to bed instead. cos there's SC meeting the next day.
28/12/2007
had SC meeting at 0915.
but this aishah ar. she was super late lah. made me wait for like SO LONG!
hahahaha she's GUILTY. LOL
so we helped to pack the orientation package. super fun lah.
"free labour". hahahaha. like working in factory lidat. tsk. haha.

in the afternoon, met kuku's for xmas gift exchange.
well, the person i got didnt come so i gave to wanying to pass to him. thanks ar wanying.
and thanks rina for the rubik's cube and sweets! super nice lah :D

met rina and wanying first and then we went to meet angeline.
we got seats. but this angel ar. super late. hahaha. so we waited for her outside.
in the end, no seats :(
hahahaha. i thnk the last time i saw angel was like. when ar. -.-"
so many months ago. hahaha. wanying also. edwin also. hahahhaa

while waiting for angel. LOLOL

we went to bugis cos angel wanted to buy something and i had to do smething. hahaha
after that. we waited for tyfin to come and then we exchange presents.

from rina. :D
edwin and tyfin didnt get any presents cos one's in HK the other MIA.
hahahaha so we, being GOOD friends :D, bought for them TOPMAN shirts :D HEHEHEHE!
hope you guys love it. and better wear it k! :D
hahahahaha.
after that, we went marina while edwin went home cos he was sick. get well soon k! :D
oh yah. edwin taught me how to do the rubik's cube a bit.
*arhem* I CAN SOLVE LE! whahahahahahaha.
anyway, we went to marina to exchange rina's shirt and then went to eat at BK. hahahaha.
after which, we took 106 home while angel took mrt to dunno where. LOLOL!
super tired :( hahaha. but was fun i guess. esp when i hadnt seen them for sucha long time.
if jiunhaur was there jiu hao :D
JIUNHAUR WHEN YOU COMING BACK? LOL!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

long post ahead.
i think. hahahah

anyway. today had urm. karaoke services at sengkang. man. that's far. too far from home. LOLOL!
but at least there's transport.
anyways, i got up at around 8 plus or 9 like dat. and got ready. left the house at around 945 and reach there at around 1030.
set up everything and then started the songs.
hmmm for today, really a record breaker sia
like so little ppl sing & there were too many sucky people =X
LOL. i shall not elaborate about that.
but i took alot of self photos. and i think i got it from sister -.-
hahahaha.of cos got take with family one ok. :D
eh, i dont think this will be a long post. just that i'll post pictures :D

before i post them up, i would like to say that my homeworks are not done at all and i have not revised my POA at all & i thnk i need help. FAEZAH! purlease? :D

anyway, faezah received the letter le. but i haven :( does that mean i wont get? BOOHOO!!!

ok pictures.

LOL. i noe it's like v singlish. HAHAHA. but you get my point rite?

when it starts, it wont stop :)


dun mind the oily faces =P
it was hot okayyy... bleahx.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

uber tired man.

yesterday went to buy my bag :D
i'm currently lazy to take a picture of it but i can tell you that it's white & it's nice :D
bought at the. urm. shoots. i totally forgot the name of the building. hahahah. =X
cos it's been such a long time since i've been to town. yes i noe. SK rite.
anyways, reached there le went to eat LJS first. :D
psycho hayati to eat. hahaha.
& then we went around looking for bags. den at the shop, i fell in love with the bag at first sight. LOLOL! like choosing life partner lidat -.-"
anyways. i asked for the price & then went around looking again.
den went back to the shop and bought it.
why white leh? cos hayati say it looks nice. and. i haven had a white bag before. so just try lor.
hahaha. the brown one is not bad but i still took the white one cos the brown one last piece and yea as i've said, i wanna try white.
same like that time. i said to dunno who i nv wear red shirt before. in the end i bought a red polo tee from bossini and i'm loving it :D
so i guess i'll like my white bag toooooooooooo! ahaha.
after that, we went to HEERENS to walk walk again. saw alot of nice shoes eh. but no $$.
sigh. bursary, when will you come :(

den, decided to pay rina a visit. hahaha. she was working at centrepoint robinson.
den v funny eh. we reached the 5th floor. & then i was like telling hayati "eh where's the escalator to the 6th floor?" hahahahaha. den it was located right behind. and hayati went "no wonder we couldnt see it lah. so small". it was an escalator for the one person can stand only that one. hahaha. Rina was promoting a piano set ar. a mini one. den hayati like attached to it le -.-" guess what's the price? LOL. ask rina! super duper "cheap" lor. hor rina? hahahaha

den we went to mrt station. took lots of pictures :D and i kept falling off the chair.
yah that chair which is not a chair. hahahahahahah.

anyways. went back batok cos hayati needa take pictures for her projects
den went my house cos was waiting for phonecalls from my family members
apparently they went to snow city
i didnt went cos i wanted to buy bag mah.
so i join them afterwards at around 7 plus
watched alvin & the chipmunks at JEC.
super duper nice lah! your must watch
the chipmunks so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute. hahaaha
especially the theadore? is it lidat spell ar? anyways. he's so short and chubby. ahahaha
and he's so cute especially the part he say he got nightmares one. hahaha.
it seems that kakak belanja-ed them all the way
so thanks for the movie tix!

went home afterwards. helped hayati to scan her project and uploaded the pics.
and i fell asleep soon after cos was super tired.
hahahahahahaha :D
so here i am blogging. the next day. lolol.
dun think going johor ar. cos dad is sick.
hmmmmm. :D

Thursday, December 20, 2007

presenting my new phone :D
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first of all, let me wish everyone a SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI! :D

woke up at around 9 plus and ironed all the clothes. after which, ate the donuts which mum brought home yesterday. shall elaborate more on this later. :D
so, we went to my grandma's house first.
after which we asked for forgiveness.
hmmmm. it was really sad to see marzuki cried when it was his turn. like as if he understood what grandma was saying to him... hmmm. really sad. why must it turn out this way?
anyways, after that, we went to my grandpa's house. didnt eat at first cos was still full.
so rested for a while and i ate rice.
today is just eat eat eat :D
YUMMY food leh. who can resist. LOLOL!
didnt go to the cemetery cos was raining. so went back home and slacked. :D
photos!!! HEH.
awwwwwwwwwwww have to give mum half! =(



let's talk about yesterday.
in the morning, had SC meeting at 11.
gave our cards and all. and we were asked to be try the games that the 4th SC had in store for the pu1s.
the game was fun :)
i'm sure the pae students will love it.
but thing is. quite tiring eh =P
after which, those who finished the cards were released
so i went home and slacked for a while before going to my grandma's house for the kenduri.
so many fooooooooooooooooooooood! somemore i didnt eat lunch leh =(
so you can imagine how hungry i was :(
tsk! hahahahahaha
sis bought lots of donuts for everyone
i ate quite a few. nice eh!
rina, when your turn? LOLOL!

& i'm yet to receive the rest of the gathering photos.
so when i do, i'll upload them all k :)

GONNA BUY MY BAG TMR :D
DIE DIE ALSO MUST BUY. LOLOL!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

pffffffffftttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!

i'm so jealous lah :(
my brother just bought a new phone
it's the xpressmusic 5610
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i also wan :(
as xmas present anyone? =P


hahahahaha. fine. enough of that.

ok yesterday was 4e1's gathering :D
HEH. hmmm met jianshen at around 3 plus at westmall. and we walked around.
at first, decided to watch movie de but this rina arh. LOL.
anyways. rina came super late. cant blame her. late queen will always be late queen.
hahahaha. before she came, me and js bought our xmas gift exchange & of cos bought food to eat mah =P
den we went to Macs to sit. cos the rest were taking such a long time to come.
cs came and then jh came.
so we went to sx's house bus stop to meet her and waited for the rest too.
den they were in the 173 bus and they kept waving for us to get on board. LOL.
and sx forgot her bus card -_-"
reach le, they started playing badminton while me sx js cs went outside to chat
hahahaha.
we called the pizza and had to like wait for 1 hour plus for it to come. LOLOL!
they played indian poker while i watched tv. LOL!
the guard kept looking in like as if we're doing smthing SO wrong. tsk!
then, took pictures.. :D hahahaha


i thnk i was too tired den i went to bed soon after i reach home. LOL.
more pictures to upload. so wait for it :D

Sunday, December 16, 2007

someone slap me please.
i'm supposed to be reading my MALAY book but all i'm doing is reading the ENGLISH book that i borrowed from the library yesterday!
oh man. please let me concentrate!

anyway, 7pm star awards!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
remember to watch okay? :D
it's gonna be superrrrrrrrrr nice. i think. HEH.

hmmm, tomorrow's gathering doesnt seem to be looking up.
cos most people aint going.
but it's alright. at least i'll get to meet some people that i hadnt meet for a super long time :D
i'm sure you all miss me too RIGHT?
better say yes ar :D =P
ouh ouh. gonna watch movie tomorrow!
YAY. i guess most probably it's gonna be alvin and the chipmunks.
YAY! nice nice nice :D
and then, we'll go shopping cos we all hadnt buy the gifts exchange presents =X
HEHE! dunno what to buy eh.
anyways, hope i really have a great time tomorrow :D

you know, there's this tune inside my head.
keeps repeating & repeating.
guess what it is?

barney is a dinosaur in our imagination
when he's tall he's what we call a dinosaur sensation
barney friends are big and small
they come from lots of places
after school they came to play
and sing with happy faces
barney shows us lots of things
like how to play pretend
ABCs and 123s
and how to be a friend!
barney comes to play with us
whenever we may need him
barney can be your friend too
if you just make-believe him :D

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
ouh. hari raya in 4 days time
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEx :D
firstly, i wanna wish

Delvina A HAPPY SWEET 17th BIRTHDAY :D

& may all your dreams come true!

omg people.
look at the time!
i slept at like 10 plus yesterday. and woke up at this time.
i'm gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood. i just have to keep this up till sch reopens
den i wont have problems waking up. HAHAHAHA

ouh, sad to say, i'm totally disgusted at how ugly some people can be.
not physically but inside as well. hmmm, no point mentioning about it either.

anyways, class gathering!!!
is tmr. omg, i just realised that -_-"
so tsk can! hahahaha. i haven buy the $5 gift also eh.
hey, 4e1, for those of you confirmed going, pls tell me alright? and for those not going, tell me also lah so i know ok :D
tyvm!
hmmmmm, i ended up NOT buying the rubik's cube afterall. cos i think it's super ex.

ouh. i've like finally made a decision.
i'm gonna buy a bag. remember my black sling bag, the one i put elmo on it -_-"
hahahah yah, that sized bag but i dont wanna buy cloth material this time. :D
so maybe gonna buy it next week..
maybe go town & buy?

ouh Hari Raya Haji is coming :D :D
but sad to say i'm gonna have to pay my mummmmmmm part of the moneyyyyyy
there goes my ka-ching :( !

ouh, i've borrowed a book frm the library.
now it's just a matter of me opening the book and actually read it.
i think i'll read it. but not understand it!
hahahahaha. bleahx. better have it over & done with.
i dont wanna go to sch where i'm totally not prepared & like the teachers will scold me for not doing my homeworks.
but good thing is. i'm gonna miss lessons for the 2-3 days of sch reopens. which means. i got one more week to do my homeworks. but that's a bad thing. cos i'm be damn busy with orientation eh. hmmmmmm. dun worry. i'm guai :D:D:D:D:D:D:D!

this holiday i've been a lazy pigggggg
i didnt get a job.
is tutoring my cousin but i'm being paid considered a job?
but i hope i do a good job at it. cos at the end of the day, she has to understand what i'm teaching, if not, it's a total waste of time rite? sigh. god, help me with this :)

ouh ouh. i reallyx10000 hope i get the bursary.
then i can pay my debts to my mum =X
LOL. i've been borrowing moneyyy from her too much alr eh.
hahahahahaha. bleahx. but at least i'll pay back no matter how long it takes what.

ouh. mum bought me a watch. a black watch. COOOOOL
now i have 3 watches! WOOOHOOOO
fine, i know some of you have like what. 100000 watches.
but so what. i have 3 and i wanna gloat about it all i want! hmp! :)

i ate a donut yesterday!
cousin brought it overrr
super niceeeeeeeeeeeee lah.. LOL

on a random note, i really hope the PAE students are supportive. :D
come on, let's be hyper BARNEY 55555555555555555555!
hahahahahaha.

ey, my blog song nice anot?
cos you have a bad dayyyyyyyyyyyyy

have you all ever have a feeling that you're falling for someone without realising it?
i think i am =X

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Firstly,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHD FAEZAH :D

may all ur wishes come true aiights? :D



well, i think i'm like finally done with my clan card
it looks like this:

yeah i know kinda plain rite? hahahaha bleahx.
but i dunno what else to decorate it with though. out of ideas. HEH!
anyways, i'm gonna blog about yesterday.
i slept at like around 8 plus and woke up at 7 this morning.
O.o. WOAH!
hahahahahha

ok, went to buy my uniform at Shaw centre yesterday.
urm. hayati was late till i had to go out of the train station to wait for her.
we went to buy shaker fries first :D
shake shake shake!
hahahahahhahaahhaa
bought my uniform le & went to bugis to see bags

sadly, i didnt buy any bags cos like none caught my eyes.
hmmmm. went to zinc. the one at bugis street.
& there was this lane and like its kinda small and there's this group of ppl standing dere. so i wanted to go out and i said excuse me. but i think the music damn loud they cant hear me
so i just walked past. & i think i knocked into the worker of the shop.
and when i walked out of the shop, hayati told me the worker said in chinese that he wanted to beat me up.
oh, come on. so childish! plus, i'm a girl & you're a guy. tsk.
and hayati got all angry when like i was the one being scolded upon -_-"
haha, chill lah sister.
anyways, we walked around for like so long. and i still hadnt buy my bag.
so, decided to go bugis junction to look around.
and i saw nasrul -_-"
hahahaha
and then, since there's nothing, so i decided to go westmall.
lucky there were seats in the mrt. cos we were damn tired. HEH.

bought dinner for the brothers and upon reaching home, rest a while before finally sleeping. LOL. i guess i'm too tired.
had wanted to wish faezah happy bday at 12am. but i was asleep.
so, wished her this morning. HEH.

ok rmb i said we took pictures at vivo.
look at this -.-


hahahahahahahahahhaha -.-"
fine i look weird. bbleahx.