in this 21st century, everything is different.

it is normal for a guy to be seen with a girl & to not have any relationship at all except for close friends. it is normal for a girl to be seen with a guy too. just the two of them.

but why is it when i go out with them, at least one person would asked "your boyfriend uh?"
it's like. do i have to have a relationship with the person, then i can go out with him? absurd isnt it. parents should really change their mindset. my father said that i shouldnt have a relationship as studies come first. i agree with him. but why is it when he sees me walking with a guy, he assumes that i'm in a relationship, and would start nagging that studies come first etc etc.?

well, one more paper and i'll be glad to shout to the world that i am finally free from the stress! but the stress would come back when i get back all the papers and some of them are rather disheartening but i shall work harder cos i'll be taking my MT 'A' levels examinations next year. and PW too. PW shall be a new thing for me. and i hope i get a group that i'm able to work well with :D

thanks jianshen :D yea, haha get ready for the candles. LOL.

as i was browsing through my previous blog's post, i came upon an entry whereby i stated that it was unfair that i was the only malay to be posted to 3e1. yes yes, all the agony. but thinking about it, i'm grateful that i was posted there. i met alot of wonderful friends from the other classes like jianshen, changsheng,joanne, pamela, lynette, yanting, puayloo, jinghan & many more. and there was one entry whereby i stated "i wonder how i'll feel when we separate after O's". well, i do feel the pain. though we were together for 2 years only. the pain is there. i'm still trying to adapt to the new environment where we can't depend on the teachers to feed us with the knowledge. we have to be independent & be prepared at all times for what is coming ahead of us. but i'll try my best because this is the choice that i had made. & i'll never regret it cos something good will come out of this. i strongly believe in that. so to my friends in JC who are taking the promotional exams, do not ever give up. when you come to a point where you think you had made a wrong choice and that you are regretting what you had done, DONT.look at it from a different view. after all the hard work that you have put in all these months, do you want to see it going down the drain? so jiayou okay :D i'll be rooting for all of you. and for my poly friends. it seems that your exams are over and irregardless if you do well or not, do not fret over it. this is just the beginning, the light is still at the end of the tunnel, so take your time to walk towards it, just believe in yourself and never give up. you will eventually reach it :) same goes to my MI friends. let's work hard together (:

wow, i sound like a lecturer. HAHAHAHA.

ok i shall blog till here. one more paper to go(: then i shall go on a date with myself. HHAHAHA