well, the new bed frame is gonna come any minute now
and i'm still busy clearing the things under my current bed. so much junk.
maybe i should do a garage sale. but thing is. i dun have a garage. hahahahaha.

& there's maths tomorrow. early in the morning at 0800. so faezah, are we still eating? =D
i wanna eat the sausage mcmuffin. SO NICE :D

i guess we should get a side table. put beside the bed. then, we can put the phone there. rather than leaving it on the floor or among the other things being stacked beside the bed.

so, how many more days to start of fasting? 8 rite?
hmmmm, i still think my family has the routine of cleaning the house just the day before hari raya. which means, the last day of fasting. and we'll stay up till late in the night, busy polishing, cleaning & even arranging stuffs. yes. that's my family after breaking fast on the last day.

i still remembered. my secondary school malay teacher, mdm diana[i thnk], once asked us. if a boy & a girl could be best of friends. what's that word again? urm. nvm. i totally forgot. but she was somehow refering to a relationship between a guy & a girl and whether they could just be friends. well, if you asked me, i think it is possible. i'm a living example for one. hahaha. let me be bhb for once :D. well, i have a lot of close guy friends. namely jianshen,changsheng,edwin,jinghan,jiunhaur,tyfin & more. and i don't have the feelings for them mah. doesnt mean a guy & a girl are frens, they have to be together. or they will end up together if that even matters. so, you get my point? hahaha.but if one day my mindset really changed, i don't know what will happen. seriously.

well, i've been thinking. where will my current life lead me to.
it's like. last time. and i meant when i was in primary school. i got a PSLE score of 222 and immediately, my dad asked me to put Hillgrove Secondary School as my first choice. Reason: my brother was in that school & he wanted me to be in the same school. and he made all the other choices for me. so, i was posted to Hillgrove Seconday School, not knowing who were posted there too. & on my first day, i was kinda excited that i saw some familiar faces like celest, jasmine, mustaqim & tyfin. and so yea, since then i made more new friends blah blah. and of cos at that moment, who would be thinking of where they would go after graduation rite? den, come to sec 4, my first thought was to go poly. actually the reason was because if i went to poly i would have laptop. i know! so immature. LOL. but then, ms chew had a talk with the class. and she said something like we should consider JC also. and she said a lot of memorable things for which the most memorable one was "aim for the stars because if you fall, you will still land on the moon. but if you just aim for the moon, when you fall, you will land back on earth, back to where you started". and because of that, sometimes, i do aim high in life. & so. i intended to go poly. with L1R4 of 14. but to my dissappointment, i didnt go to any courses in poly that i had chosen at all! and that pissed the hell out of me. and i was posted to innova. yeah. i admit i was really immature to think that i could survive in a JC. my first day in innova, i didnt know anyone. so i sticked with chengyee. and so, as the day goes by, i was lost. and since i didnt went for the first 3 months, i was really lag behind. and they said that there was going to be lessons during the one week break, for which they will reteach everything that was taught in the 1st 3 months. 3 months = 1 week. i don't think so. and i immediately backed out because i really thought i couldn't cope with the stress. now, seeing my JC friends stuggling with their studies. i was thinking. if i had stayed on in innova, i would be dying. LOL. exaggerating i know. but it's true. sigh. i don't know. & i went to millennia institute, much to everyone's surprise. some say i shouldn't have gone there and that they didn't understand why i would choose to go there when i was alr in a JC. i didn't have everyone's support at that time but i knew i had my mum's support because she would want me to be successful & happy at the same time. and so i stayed on in millennia institute. and i was happy that i sixuan was there too. & i think because of that, we both got more closer? :D some would say it is not a good school. but i would strongly disagree with every single of you who says that. i'm very happy with my current life fullstop. so after this, i'm thinking. where should i go? if i am able to go to a university, which one would i go? would i still be fickle-minded?

hey i said my bed frame was going to come any minute. but it's still not here. hahahah.

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