urm. i have a bad confession to make.
PROMOTIONAL EXAM is like 17 days away but i haven't even started studying for any of the subjects yet.
yes i know, someone please knock sense into me that THE promotional exam is an important thing.
but i just cant deny that for my past exams, i would study for that particular exam paper only a day or 2 before. it's true. and what's the outcome: works for some only.

hmmmm i want to start studying. i want to go to that study table and study. and just shut myself from these distractions like tv,computer,handphone but i just cant help it. my discipline level is low. i know. and i'm truly dissappointed in myself for that :( when will i ever change?

and and.schedule totally packed. today, cant go out cos mum went to MALAYSIA & asked me to stay at home to take care of lil brother. since i cant go out, you all will say that i might as well study. WRONG! i wont study. even if i force myself to study. nothing will go into my head. i'm serious. but i'll try lah. no pain no gain rite. lol. AND tomorrow, i'll be going to geylang with my mum & grandmother to look for outfits. yeah, i dunno why tmr, my mum set the date alr. and on sunday, i'll be out with the family to search for furnitures.

& thursday is the start of the fasting month. urm. have to get use to NOT drink water in class from then on. cos in class, most of the time you will see me taking my water bottle our of my bag & drinking it like, dunno hw many times. thirsty mah. & i have to get used to like waking up at 5? no, 530. cos me, i'm not an early riser so mum let me wake up later while she & sis prepare the sahur. and once i wake up, i'll eat, baca doa & go back to sleep. YES, even on school days. i wake up 530 rite. & then, i'll finish eating in maybe around 20 minutes or so. so it's like before 6 rite. then i'll go back to sleep, even if it's for half an hour. because daddy will send us to school, so we'll like leave the house at around 0715. so yea. that's me. haha.

here's how i'll rank how hard my papers are going to be. 6 being the hardest and 1 being the not so hard. LOL
6: Management Of Business [because it's all theory]
5: General Paper [my G.N. is kinda low]
4: Chemistry [because when it comes to the theory part, i'll start crapping. YES]
3: Principles Of Accounts [the theory part which is like 33% of the paper?]
2: Malay [the composition maybe?]
1: Mathematics [it's all calculations :D]

urm. if you have noticed, when it comes to theory, i'm quite bad at it. like when they asked a theory qn & i don't know the answer, i'll start crapping & even i'll start laughing at the answer myself even before the marker reads it. hahahahah. so we'll see.

& i heard that it's going to be noisy being in the same exam room as yusheng. so i hope i can concentrate. LOL.

so, i really hope i can do well for my promos and get promoted with me achieving the goals that i had hoped for. speaking of goals. here's what i hope to get for my papers.
1. Mathematics: A
2. Principles Of Accounts: at least a C
3. Management Of Business: at least a pass. E rite?
4. General Paper: at least an E/C6
5. Malay: B/at least B4
6. Chemistry: C/ C6

urm i dunno how they count the H1 subjects, so yeah i put for both.
yea, wish me all the best :D
& i wish all those taking their promotional exams all the best, including those of my friends who are in JC :D